I Feel Nothing

I felt no pain, no resentment.
I felt no love, no affection.
I felt no life, no desire.
I felt no smiles, in this fire.
I felt dark and mind dead.
I felt numb and succumbed to past.
As I stood on the grave of my butchered heart.
I felt no pain…….

A Bloody Creek

A bloody creek of memories
flows in my deserted heart
A blithering existence of centuries
in which merriment is disbarred
It washes my despair fresh
and leaves my soul scarred
It leaches to fuel the fires deep
these flames outreach the stars
It’s tormented, tired and anguished 
which once was hallowed ground
My being had never faced such
numbness, so profound
I sit quietly with my eyes closed
while I feel these memories dart
A bloody creek of memories
flows in my deserted heart